We found some really cool spots around Kaysville. Thanks Ashley for sharing your talents with us.




Here is another link to more pics.http://s710.photobucket.com/albums/ww110/CLUBFERGUSON/










How does that work out? Every year at about this time I start to get a little melancholy, nostalgic and even a little blue. It is not all completely winter’s fault, but the grey, dreary weather doesn’t help.
Today is Grandpa Beesley’s 106 birthday. Actually that is really a cause for celebration. He died July 11, 1996, (I think that is the right year- it may be 1997.) But, what an amazing life. He was such a great example of kindness, humility and long suffering. How I miss him today.
This coming weekend is also tough because it is the anniversary of Mom’s “graduation” from this life. I will always remember the day (Feb. 13,) Julie came home from her mission to say goodbye. On the 16th (Aunt Carol’s birthday) that I went to the hospital to say my goodbyes. But I was young and I didn’t realize deep down that it was the end. It was just something I couldn’t accept until I actually had to. Then of course, the fateful day of February 17th, which will never be the same again. It’s definitely easier now than in the years past. She has been gone 26 years now (exactly twice as long as she was with me here on earth.) I still miss her terribly, but the hole in my heart has been filled with a wonderful family of my own to love. That is the hardest part for me though, that she is not here to share in the joys, successes and trials of my family’s lives with me. Well, I actually believe she is sharing it with me, just from another place. I know she is looking out for all of us.
Also, to add to the emotions of this weekend, Sharmayne’s birthday is on Feb. 16th also. While I never knew Sharmanye in this life, I feel like I am watching her miniature twin grow up in front of my very eyes. From pictures and from what other have said, Madi is just like her aunt Sharmanye. She is spunky, sassy, dramatic and full of life--just a red-headed version of her Aunt. Madi is almost the same age as Sharmayne was when she “graduated.” I can’t even begin to imagine the hole that leaves in your heart. No one should have to outlive their child, yet many people who I know and love are a part of that illustrious club. My heart goes out to those who have lived through that pain.
I always think of Carol Moon on her birthday as well. She was like a second mom to me. She was one of the best examples of someone who embraced motherhood and wifehood to the fullest. She was truly talented at everything she did. She was patient and sincere and a great friend to me. I will always be one of her biggest fans. What an honor to be named after someone as great as Carol Moon. I have a lot to live up to.
But…. like I said, even though this is an emotionally hard time of year, I have decided to turn it around and think of all of the wonderful things I have to be grateful for. My blessings definitely outweigh my trials. Here they are:
1. The Gospel of Jesus Christ—it gives me a foundation and an eternal perspective that makes it possible to not only get through this life but to enjoy this life.




This is one of the drop offs that the kids were going over --they tried to climb it. It looks like Madi made it up.
Madi took some driving lessons. Daddy was only thrown off the snowmobile one time. Oh how I wish we had that on camera. We are still laughing about that one.
Courageous Brooke even strapped on TJ's snowboard and took it down the hill. We were all so impressed (and amazed) that she tried it.


They love this book so much that they have been reading together for almost 2 hours a day. They even turned their bed into a "dorrie adrift in the ocean." Just like Peter and his boys.
Stevie and his buddy Chase Scovel who will be a new cub scout this month.